Today I am home for what they call a Decision Day. Basically it's the final coaching level before they give you the boot. Basically it's for BS reasons that everyone in the department was written up on the same day.
Now before I go back to work tomorrow morning, I am supposed to write up a paper or letter telling them how I am going to improve and a plan of action for improvement.
Now I am conflicted if I should write the ass-kissing paper they want, or if I should use the opportunity to write a letter to management detailing exactly what the slaves in our department go through and why things aren't running like a well oiled machine.
Broken equipment, understaffing, poor scheduling, and so forth leading not only to not enough time for everything to be done, but also massively low moral overall.
I do need this job, but quite frankly it is making my depression so severe that I feel like I'm drowning. I also considered writing both letters and asking which they would like to accept.
What do you think RHU peeps, should I keep my mouth shut and kiss up, just waiting for the next day management has a hissy and shows me the door, or should I go ahead and speak the truth, stating that if they want to accept the letter as my resignation, so be it.